Day three without my mother ... I never ever dreamed it would be this hard. I miss you terribly. I have been on auto-pilot for the last six months. Mentally and physically exhausted but never realizing what the reality was going to be. I know in my heart that you are better off. Free of the horrible pain. I wish I could of heard your thoughts, knowing the end was near. I know that daddy welcomed you with open arms. He waited 26 years for you to join him in heaven but I wish that you were still here.
Mom, I will carry you with me for the rest of my days. I only hope that when I see you and daddy again, that I will have made you proud. God speed mommy - I love you!
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